n that's what love is about ..
recklessly hurting each other
& insanely loving each other
he`ll be back to make up for the lonely
days.. he`ll be back when things ain't
workin his way. he`'ll be back when
he see's that it's // not the same \\
that's cute how you thought i would always
run back to you & be your rebound ;; but baby
i`ve got news for you ;; my world is still spinnin
round & you're not about to get in it's way.. =)
i WATCH Y0U WALK AWAY
DiSAPPEARiNG iN THE DARK.
Y0U'RE N0T C0MiNG BACK &
iT'S TEARiNG ME APART </3
when im with you , i feel like that's where i belong.
..and honestly, that's the only place i want to be<3
-¦- don't look at me like that. -¦-
i can't afford to fall for you again</3
look into my eyes & if you think
that i`m going to let you go ;;
.* you`re crazy *.
i'm just going to be honest // i never thought
you would do the thing you did // but i think
you know we still have, have what we had.
i know . . that you still have that place for only
me. the question is ;; will you show it? ..
never give up on that special one even if they
screw up a million times losing them would be
a pain like a million stabs in your heart ..
turn around, walk away, make it easier.
no one's forcing you to stay. you stole my
past, i want it back.. don't let to door hit your
ass.. i hope she makes you cry =)
D0NT UNDERSTAND iT BECAUSE i T0LD MYSELF
THAT i'D NEVER LiKE Y0U AGAiN..BUT EVERYTiME i
TALK T0 Y0U..i SEE THAT SMiLE & TH0SE EYES & i
REALiZE i CANT GET 0VER THiS 0NE.. <3
he gets her out of bed in the morning, drags her
to school, pulls her through classes, brightens up
her day, & doesn't even know he does it <3
the longer it takes you to realize you can't go
back to the past, when things were the way
they were the longer it takes you to move on.
she keeps telling herself over & over
"i don't want him, she can have him"
even though deep inside she knows
she wants him more then anything..
you see her walking down the hall
smiling and laughing and you'd never
guess that she went home every night
and cried herself to sleep
a friend will know by the sound of your voice,
by the look on your face, by the way you walk,
by the things you do, exactly what kind day
you're having.
its no big deal. break her heart. let her down.
make her cry. you "love" her right?. everything
is fine. hold her hand. lead her on. its no big
deal. shes just a girl </3
all we do is break up & make up
why don't we make up & see when
love hurts, it won't work. baby we need
time alone, we need to let it breathe.
you know you truly care when you have
to try and convince yourself you don't..
& it just happened. __ no discussion needed.
we just both knew that at that very moment
we wanted to be together x 0 o x
i gave you my heart & that's all i can give to you
if that's not enough for you, then i'm not enough
for you </3
i bet everyone else can look into your eyes
a million times & never see what i see in you
some people are easy to get over.. they only
take a day or two .. but sooner or later you'll find
one who has changed everything about you &
no matter how hard your try you can't find the
words to say goodbye. </3
When I turn and walk away
I'm not holding onto this
I'm not wasting words on you
I sleep alone in spite of it
I'll do anything for you
place your hand in mine ; i'll leave when i wanna ©
so don`t explain..because i know exactly what
your going to say. big words, recycled phrases
and the bittersweet taste of all the other girls on
your lips<|3.
i will be your accident if you will be my ambulance.
i will be your screech & crash if you will be my
crutch & cast. & i will be your one more time if
you will be my one last chance `
it's so hard to pretend that i
don`t love you when inside my
heart is screaming for you =/
so don`t explain..because i know exactly what
your going to say. big words, recycled phrases
and the bittersweet taste of all the other girls on
your lips<|3.
lately - i've been wondering if
good times fade away & if things
always turn out this way ..
GO0DBYE TO THE PAST .:
it's time for me to move on`
i w a n n a t e l l y o u *
JUST HOW ( GOOD) iT FEELS
when you look at me that way
.. and that`s what you get
for falling again.. you can never
get him out of your head.
so just give me one good reason; tell me why i
should stay. cause i don't wanna waste another
moment saying things we never meant to say ..
you’re so typical and i hate you. another day,
same bullshit, this is like a re-run of some sitcom
and here we are, screaming at each other again.
you hurt me on the inside. listening to the same
songs over and over again, hearing the same
harsh words replay in my head. yesterday is
already over, today sucks, & tomorrow is bound
to be just as fucked up </3
the hardest thing to say even though it's true
is that its time for me to [(get over you)]
a best friend is someone who makes
your problems their problems so you
don't have to go through them alone .
it's easy to believe someone
when they tell you exactly what
you want to hear _ x 0 o x
shes scared. scared to lose him. shes scared she'll
do something wrong to make him want to leave. shes
scared that he'll find someone else so much better
then her. shes scared because she finally realized
how much he means to her<3.
all i know is when im with you;;
<33 i dont need anything else
theres always gonna be that one guy
that no matter what happens between you
two, no matter how long you go without
talking, you never stop loving him. <3
when you can't stop smiling after you talk
to him and you still get butterflies in your
stomach, & that huge smile across your face
everytime you see him , that lets you know he
will always mean something to you . <3
when your life falls apart always remember that
i will be the one who will stay to help you pick the
pieces up && when the rest of the world walks
out on you remember not to close the door because
i am the one who will be walking in to help you
through it all <3.
so you're breaking my heart into a million
pieces && you're saying it's because i
deserve better ? - Dawson's Creek
i made the choice to finally let qo
because my heart can't stand `'
this pain. it's time for my last tear
to fall && for me to smile aqain <3
you know what? go date all those girls. go date whoever
your little heart desires because eventually when your done
with all those girls and you found out none of them really loved
you, you're going to think about me and how much i loved you.
you never even gave me one chance, one little try, and you're
gonna want a try but you know what? i'm not gonna wait around..
don`t know if i like you, want you,
love you, or hate you -- all i know is
that i hate the feeling i get when
i`m not with you..
&& i wish you'd open your eyes and
see that you mean everything to me.
i think to myself, "im so over him" &
then he walks by & i have second thoughts<|3
her heart finally realized what
her mind knew all along.
you started telling me all about her;;
&& for the first time i didn't care that
you weren't talking about me &&
i finally realized i'm over you <3
& its times like these that i just want to
spill my heart out to the world just so
you know how i feel about you. _x0
i just wanna call him up & be like
"take it or leave it" but i'm afraid to
because i have a feeling he'll leave it
cause he doesn`t need me as much
as i need him </3.
im not answering the phone let it ring,
lately i've been feeling like a falling bomb.
even though i can say it's his loss,
deep down i know it will be mine too..
i'm the girl, the one that always lost. the one
with the fake smile && the girl who seems to
be so strong, but daily continues to break that
girl who's always there and seems to no problems
of her own. the one who holds, back tears until
she's off the phone.. that girl that is in love with
a guy who doesn't care</3
she says she doesn’t care
but the look in her eyes and
the tone of her voice tells
a different story .
We've gotten very close in such a short time and no one else could even come close to him. I wouldn't trade him for all the stars in the sky. When it comes down to it, he's one of the most important things in my life.
I know he may not be the cutest guy to you-
but he is to me.. & theres just something
about him that makes my heart drop to
my feet e v e r y t i m e i see him <3
i never thought that it would last this long ..
i thought that by now one or both of us would have decided it wasn't worth it .
but ,here we are
&& im on fire when you near me ..
im on fire when you speak ..
im on fire .
burning at these mysteries &&
I don't wanna be friends, I can hate you or love you for the rest of my life. Those are the choices as I see it .
You're the only one that gives me a tingle up my spine. The only one that makes my heart skip a beat. The only one that makes my head spin. The only one I wanna be with.
It's okay to be angry and never let go,
it only gets harder the more that you know
when you get lonley, if no ones around you
know that I'll catch you when your falling
down, we came together but you left alone
I know how it feels to walk out on your own
maybe someday I will see you agian, and
you`ll look me in the eyes and call me your
>> f r i e n d <<
Write me some love letters,
so I can keep ever single one of them
and read then when I'm lonely.
i'll be your crying shoulder.
i didnt care that you left and abandoned me
what hurts more
is i would still die for you
everyone lies...and they don't care who they hurt, the rumors that start, they don't fucking care. how do you know who to trust?
**I want a guy that will make me happy, someone
that will make me smile when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally, i want
someone that will have my friends say to one
another .. "shes happy again."**
Missing someone is part of loving them,
if you're never apart, then you'll never know
how strong your love really is..
"The only guy that deserves you...
is the one that thinks he doesn’t.
The one that’ll stick by your side...
no matter how much you mess up
&& the one who will forgive you...
mistake after mistake"
"find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,cry at the movies, or act like an insane person... & all it does is make him love you even more"
it doesnt matter that i haven't known him ((forever))
what matters is that he's had me smiling since day 1
&& I'll sign my name with
love, me. Draw a heart.
&& be done with you.
were better than we'd ever
been before. You came back to me
after walking out my door. You would
call me on the phone before you even
got home. Without me, you said you
were all alone..
you sit there & smile at me
& i wonder ; have you ever smiled
like that at anyone else ?
She looks outside her window, while she’s losing track of time, trying to find the reason not to cry tonight.
nobody will ever like you as much as i did ;;
because nobody would ever waste their time
on someone like you. . . like i did
&& there are just some things that a girl just
cant let go of no matter how hard she tries...
and everytime she held you close yea, were you thinking of me?!
never regret anything because at one
point it was exactly what you wanted
your heart just breaks that`s all
but you can`t judge or point fingers
you just have to be lucky enough
to find someone who appreciates
you - -
memories are only as good
as the friends that you can
laugh about them with
he was only temporary but
our memories are permanent
best friends are totally aware of how retarded you
are ;; but still manage to be seen with you in public
&& i thought my heart was bulletproof __x3
would you believe me if i said i didn't
need you? cause i wouldn't believe
you if you said the same to me.
my theory was that if i kept my distance
maybe you would see what your missing
if i never see you again; i wont be mad at all
cause i believe ( that your my downfall )
write me off, give up on me cause darling, what did you expect
i'm just off a lost cause a long shot, dont even take this bet
i'd rather fight with you than
make love to anybody else
i don’t want to...
...become a memory ♥
so choose carefully ;; if you want
her .. then tell her. because once
she's gone ; she won't turn back.
And we're trying to get out of here
And a small town romance draws ever near
I swear we're in the movies
The highlights come when you kiss me
but, my god, its so beautiful when the boy smiles.
I don't run from you,
I walk slowly, & you dont
care enough to stop me.
& when two lovers keep going back to each other
it usually means it was meant to be.
you've said it on the computer, you've said it on the phone
so why cant you say it while we're sitting here alone?
look me in the eyes and tell me you dont miss me,
look at my lips and say you dont want to kiss me
nothing you said to me made any sense,
why in my presence does your body get tense?
the only time you look at me is with sad eyes,
common, be strong and apologize.
i need conformation, back yourself up with an explination
why can't you be in the same room as me?
does hearing my laugh trigger a memory?
maybe you see that i'm doing well,
and that bothers you .. i can tell.
aren't you happy with the move you made?
smile for me, show that you're okay.
i just need to know for sure
look at me and tell me you dont love me anymore.
i'm waiting for that eye contact,
you know i'm looking .. just look back.
if you arent hurt then look me in the eye
it doesnt count if you start to cry.
when i first layed eyes on you,
i knew you were different than the rest
we hung out everyday & i was falling for you
you made me feel so special
& i never want that feeling to go away
& i hope that its safe to say, you feel the same way.
i dont know if i want to go down this road again
last time it was filled with pot holes, bumps,
& it wasn't a smooth ride, & as far as i know,
nothing has changed .. it will still lead to the same
place it did before, & i'll still end up at a dead end
with a broken heart. | 
